I realized today how much going to class is going to take away from me being able to post my dreams in as much detail as possible. I've been awake for about 5 hours now, and all I can remember about my dreams last night is that I did, in fact, have a dream. I feel like I had two really interesting dreams, but I can only remember a small segment from one.
Dream 1-
Basically, I was sitting outside of a restaurant, waiting to be seated. It just so happened that my cousin, Erin, was also waiting to be seated. Apparently, in the dream, I haven't talked to her in a long while, so we conversed about the usual, what we've been up to, what's on our minds, any worries, etc. Well even though IRL she's employed, and has been for a pretty long time, in the dream she was worried about never finding a job, and almost got her hand "clipped off" by some sort of machinery I can no longer recall. She had a huge scar with stitches running down the back of her hand from between her middle and ring finger all the way to the back of her wrist.
I'm assuming her being worried about finding a job was a manifestation of my own fear of unemployment and not being able to find a job. As for the hand, I have no idea.
Between my Botany and Spanish classes, I have a 1 hour break. I usually spend this time going over Spanish vocab, reading for Myth, or just playing Euchre on my Droid. Today, however, I was tired, in a comfortable chair, in a quiet, poorly lit hallway. I started dozing off. Fear of being messed with, or just looked at funny, I subconsciously tried to keep my self alert, so anytime someone would walk near me, I'd jerk up and look at them (probably drawing attention to my lack of energy and use of public space for sleep). But in the small increments of half-sleep, I went into that same state of lucidity I mentioned in my first Dream Blog entry. Whatever I thought of, I was able to visualize with so much clarity it's unexplainable. It was as if I was in some kind of virtual reality, and whatever I imagined was portrayed in that reality.
Sadly, I was so damn tired that instead of using this seemingly rare opportunity to delve into the depths of my mind and discover something life-changing; I spent this time visualizing pizza, hamburgers, tacos and hot dogs. I guess I was hungry too.
two things hombre
ReplyDelete1) when are you not hungry?
2) you will find a job, don't worry. just gotta keep at it. its not as easy as you think, and also, you don't wanna work at a mcdonalds or some shit like that anyways. those places blow
I'll take whatever I can get right now.
ReplyDeleteokay so even after 5 hours you can remember more about that dream than I can EVER remember about my dreams, even 2 seconds after I wake up. also, maybe you have some subconscious fear of losing use of your hand, because that probably would disqualify you from most of the jobs you would want to do.
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